Friday, November 28, 2008
Went to school as usual and had IAC followed by a talk on CAT by the section head. -.- A waste of time because we do not plan to take at all. Waste money also, $3000plus who can afford, rich ppl of course.
Took train as I was lazy to take bus. Then went up to baby's house collect my jacket and also slack awhile before he go out. Hahas. Baby so sweet today. :PP ( dun tell u all why) Haha. Curiousity kills a cat.
Baby cycled to ECP for his camp BBQ. Told him to be careful as there was alot of cars in the afternoon. While I went home.
Decided to meet up with Suki then we went parkway eat lunch and chatted alot! :DD loves to chat with her, she's also my bestest friend during secondary school. So sad tat she might return to Hongkong soon and migate to US nxt den never come back Singapore ler.. ): I'll miss her alot!
Went popular buy something to do something for baby :P (SECRET)
Went home aft which :DD
MEETING BABY TMR . YEAYNESS!!
Thursday, November 27, 2008
Reached school and use com before teacher start lesson. End up we were playing CS and doing draft for the role-play. Aft which had Iac and went home aft which.
there's supposed to be a MPS CAT talk. but then, we never go cause we dunno it's compulsory. den end up we kana meeting with section head tmr. ZZZ
I was so tired I went to take a nap immediately aft I reached home. till around 5plus I woke up and had dinner. baby booked out today but we didnt meet. )=
tmr also dun nid to meet liao. Cause his camp got bbq at east coast tmr den until very late bah. Sigh. Suan ler. I shouldn't be angry or wad. It will onli show tat im childish. But I reallie missed baby )= REN REn REN! )=
Should be meeting on sat bah. OR should I just cancel everything & onli meet him 2 weeks later when he got his off? I'm still thinking. Sigh. Cause Im tinking of giving him a break and freedom.
Tired, going off le.
I'm back to update. Am currently in school now :X lesson haven started. Cause Im the early bird. =p wahhahas.
Didnt update ytd because the internet was super close and down again )= Is it because of starhub connection or my lappy's problem? I also dun noe. But dun tink is my lappy's problem leh, cause I still can sign in my msn last nitez.
Well. School was relaxed ytd as there was no IAC. but tiring as well cause I travel here and there alot. Finished mps went cafe 2 with shu jun & cedric to eat lunch. Had western food the chicken chop, was not bad luhs :) however, shujun's fillet fish & spagetti sucks. Omg. Taste super weird lor. Walao.
Then during BCM we did the draft for the role play coming up soon. Stress sia! It's like so difficult to think of the plot of the story lor.
Finished school & went home with Jasmine. When we reached the bus stop, it rained heavily and we got almost drenched despite being in the shelter. LOL. got up the bus but it travel so slowly tat I fell asleep. ZZZ. Finally we reached tampines interchange den went old chang kee to buy sardine puff eat. ( omg, im in love with the sardine puff!)
Took bus to sis house aft which to collect camera which she gave me. Had a hard time looking for it's cable, finally found the box but no charger inside -.- I gave up and went home. While on the bus, I text baoyu ask her wan meet me anot den can pass me diamond sticker as well. So we met up at her house downstairs paste diamond. LOL.
Till around 7plus, went over to baby's hse hlped his bro download song and also pass him ah qiang's phone so tat he can help me return it. haha.
Finally, I reached home at about 8pm. Took a bath and eat dinner. Watch tv and fall asleep aft which.
Didnt talk to baby at all ytd, cause he was busy with his work in camp. )= I miss him lots.
Nvm, I shall get to see him tmr when he books out! yeahness!
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
Well, had been perspiring the whole day since morning & I really stink alot when I reached home. Felt so uneasy & dirty when I board the bus home. Felt very self-conscious because I realli felt stinky! )=
Went to sch ard 7 den reach at 8plus am & had SW (PE). No physical movements or exercise, only sit there & do theory test. Quite lame cause teacher was more like going through & providing us with the answers.
Accompanied Yvonne and Weijie to swimming complex and watch them swim -.-'''
As usual, Jasmine they all were latee so they arrived like around 9am. Had my breakfast bought by shujun. * thankyou* x2 Aft which, me & jasmine just sat there and waited for them to finish swimming & weather was freaking hot luhs -.-
Finally, around 10plus, shujun had to leave for BCM for her presentation so me n jasmine left with her. Waited for her to bath & decided to bath as well because I was reallyyyyyyyy melting already. Despite not having my towel around, I just used my PE t-shirt to wipe & wore my uniform. Felt so fresh and shiok after bathing and kept disturbing jasmine asking her whether she also wan to bath. Haha.
Rotted till 1pm before we had our IAC lesson. Then as usual, doing rubbish during MPS lecture den went for tutorial to do some worksheets & left at around 4plus.
Jasmine,shujun and Cedric accompanied me over to simei to collect my phone which I sent over for repair earlier last week. & we were so hardworking to walk over, & sweated like siao.
Aft which, cedric realised tat he forgot to bring back his swimming stuffs which he had left in the school's locker. -.-
Nobody was like very willing to go back to school again. Cause they could take straight bus & MRT home from simei. Poor cedric wanted to go back on his own despite our repeated persuasion to take tmr. So I agreed to go back with him cause I reallie felt quite bad to leave him alone, afterall, he also accompanied me to collect my phone mah.
So we took bus back to school and collected his stuff and went separate ways home. Took 2 then changed to 154.
Baby called when I was on 154 den ask why I so latee. LOL. he so cute luhs. Told him my classmate hlped me buy breakfast in the morning den the first thing he asked was :
Baby: Boy or girl hlp you buy?
Me: Girl lah. LOL. why leh? if boy den how?
Baby: act like nothing den refuse to reply me.
HAHA. so cute right. I noe he sure will jealous der if is boy hlp me buy. Hahas. ok lah dear, I onli love you ! Muacks! Love you lots!
Tired. Really tired. Gonna take a break.
Monday, November 24, 2008
Went to school for listening comphre den lessons in school. It was super boring & sian lor. Lesson ended super late at 5plus den rushed to tampines old chang kee buy food for dearie. Then went to his hse slack & chatted. Before I went home, baby fell asleep. Didnt bear to wake him up so I just left home by myself. LOL.
Baby says tat i muz slp before 10.30pm tonight so I cant watch tv ler ): I kept on procrastining but to no avail so onli can listen to him nor. Who ask him to be my dear right. Hees. Loves you! Muacks!
ok, im going off to watch tv lerhs. bye!
Saturday, November 22, 2008
I'm really thankful that you appeared in my life, made my life so much so much nicer & happier! If you didnt appeared in my life, I wouldn't have known wad happiness was all about. I wouldn't have known life could be so meaningful & sweet :) You always make my day when I feel very unhappy & down. I just can smile so retardly even if it's just plainly staring at you. & I love the way you pinch my cheeks and give me a peck. I love having you around me all day long cause you never fail to make me smile. Even though sometimes we may have some unhappiness, however we'll always patch things up quickly. I love to sit & stare at you blankly when you're playing your games or watching tv or even when you're sleeping. Because I love you, I love everything about you. No matter wad, I still love you the most now till my last breath! & I can never afford to lose you again cause you've become part of my life. baby, I love you :D
Yeah, finally get to see baby aft 6days! LOL. I missed him badly! Life was like hell without him around. I know I still have best friends & best cliques with me. But the feeling is just different.
As usual, baby wanted to sleep but I was evil because I really missed him so badly I didnt allowed him to sleep & force him to accompany me! Hees. Sorry baby! I couldn't resist hugging you luhs! :P Aft which, leonard called and ask whether we want to go down tnet or not. Dearie didnt confirm with him so I ask him to go down awhile lor. Went there sing sang sung ~ Hees . So long never sing liao while baby played his psp . Hahas .
Den stupid leonard go mention wad tmr they going expo or suntec to see chio bu den ask baby wanna go anot . baby still disturb me go ask them tmr wad time and stuff! HUMPP!! Naughty baby! Bully me! LOL.
Went back to his house at around 6plus den 7plus went out for dinner with his family . LOL. While eating, his mummy said tat she cannot eat so much le cos she becoming fatter den I tou xiao :X Ah bee was there too & he caught me smiling den he also smile lor! HAHA. Den i was like, did i eat too much too? CANNOT! I must slim down ler lah, even baby say Im bigger size than him lor ): sobs . then he say he want to train until fit fit & bigger size. hahas . But to me, he's already very fit liao lor but he's still not satified. lol. Guys also ai mei der lor.
Baby sent me home aft which . Wanted baby to come & accompany me der but he's so tired so let him off. Haha . Tmr den meet him ! :) Muacks darlin ! I love you lots !
Friday, November 21, 2008
Well. I was really bored luhs. Back home aft school just rot at home aft went out to lunch with Peishan. Played with baby rui jun, Im so sad, it's the last day mummy is babysitting her cause she is going back to malaysia soon with her mum durin the weekends..
Why are u so unreasonable? Since you didnt believe me or wad i said, why bother to call & ask? you onlie made me felt worst! I know I did something wrong so Im accepting my punishment but did you have to make things worse? mayb i dun deserve ur trust anymore but you didnt even ask me in the first place where am i before you jump to conclusion!! Im so fed up.
Thursday, November 20, 2008
Please hlp mi do the lil survey at the side k! :)
Went to tampines inter mit cliques as I was late for school. & didnt wish to go BCM on my own. Haha. Cause today is my turn to present, I was soooo nervous ok! Scary cat, haha. Luckily, everything went on smoothly.
Went home aft tat & met up with Peishan to look for jobs on the newspaper. Lol, called many of them but mostly were engaged or needed 18 and above. Kiam pa lo. Write students onli also never write age, P1 also student. LOL
Managed to find one at tampines mall which is a push-cart one. So went down for interview but tmr den noe whether we are recruited..
Went home aft tat. :)
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
Well, tmr's my turn to present for the BCM presentation. Sure very nervous lor! ): Hate doing presentations. But well, I hope I'll be confident & loud enough :)
Played counter-strike in class just now during BCM. So boring lor, everyday also listening. Then the questions they give is like so simple. Waste of time.
Mps results : B
Well, better than I expected. Haha . Next CA got to work harder lo! Sian.
Wanna change blogskins soon!
Hope I can see baby later on. Sigh I'm sure he'll be off to play basketball with his friends again. There seems to be lesser & lesser communication between us nowadays. Yet, everytime I wish to be with him, his friends ask him for bball game. Which I dun wish to object either. I onli pray it rains. Sorry but I got no choice ):
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
Slept all the way till 12plus & baby called den said I was a pig . LOLS . Woke up and did nothing but eat and watch cartoon with my niece . Well, den use facebook for the whole day cause I haven log in for a long time & seem to have a million of requests to be completed.
Den went NTUC with daddy n niece to shop, bought lots of snacks & food. :)
Continued to facebook aft I reached home den watch tv. Den met up with my BESTEST friend, MEihua :DDD like finally for dinner at hawker.
Feeling lazy, I decided to take bus for 1 stop onli :X
Had a long chat with her & many things to catch up with :D
So I decided to bus home again :XX den reaching her house downstairs, I offered to hlp her take her lappy & tricked her into going to the bus stop with me :PP Clever right me? hees
Thanks for accompanying me to the bustop. It's been a really long time tat we last met n chatted like tat already =)
Monday, November 17, 2008
Den the 2nd part so complicating . -.-
finish school went simei repair phone den to tampines mall with cliques :) thanks for waiting ! :D
well. ain't in the mood recently. dun noe why either.
Sunday, November 16, 2008
He bought 2set, 1 is macspicy, the other is mega macspicy meal . Then he purposely say the mega meal is for me one.. humpp . Wan me to eat till fat fat huh? den can laugh at me right . hahas . baby so cute lor . :P Realli thank you alot, for walking all the way & delivering to me despite being so tired..
Den today finally went out with baby.. We went to marina square to watch Madasgasda II . It was nice leh & quite hilarious :D Something tat we felt quite funny was also beside us der couple bought the same food as us, popcorn combo, cheesy hotdog & Nachos . LOL. Somemre the gal was very blur when she actually got the correct seat already . Den baby sae mi and the gal same same, alwaes blur blur der . LOL. So I said the couple was a duplicate of us & baby started to sit the same way as they do -.- Kiam pa right..
Aft tat went to suntec eat pastamania.. Den actually plan to go bugis take neoprints der.. I wanted very much too! but! still dun reallie feel the urge yet bah.. wanted baby to initiate it one day instead of saying anything all the time.. Somemre Im already very happy tat we went out together.. :D love u baby..
baby today so naughty.. I msg jasmine ask her wad time go sch tmr.. den she reply 10 mahh.. den dearie took my phone say he help me reply so i ask him to reply thank you .. aft tat jasmine replied again saying welcome all tat.. den baby continued to text her.. LOL
di siao siao.. He didnt stop until the movie started.. & when i was eating at pasta, he still wanted to text her again der! LOL. but i stopped him. Kiam pa sia .
SHHHHHHHHHH~ I haven tell jasmine der. Tmr see her den sae. HAHAS.
baby . Love u lots !! muacks!
Saturday, November 15, 2008
So, I fell asleep too. Aft tat had a real talk with him :) Thanks for telling me all the things and how you felt. Mayb I wasn't the most impt nor 1st in ur heart anymore but no matter wad, I still love u the most. Baby, I want u to noe tat I truly care for u & want u to be happy . & you're the 1st in my heart . Nothing else matters more than you. Although I'm a lil upset by wad u said but I'm glad you said tat you would never leave me. Love you! Thanks for trying to give in to me. But I'm still more used to giving in to you :DD Muacks!
Went out for a basketball game den sit there see baby play with his friends. After which went back home cause dun wan baby to travel here n there. Moreover, he still has a match going on.
Hungryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy again ):
Baby said he will da bao for me after finishing his game der ! Hope to see him later! Hees.
Friday, November 14, 2008
me, rongrong, shujun & jasmine.
Us again. trying to take a nice shot -.-
Me,shujun n jasmine :)
i love them :D
Idiot me. Looking so retarded -.-'''
Fighting for prawns !! HAHA.
Smile :)
Prawn Queen & King
All of us :)
birthday gal looks so miserable. dunno how to cut cake. Haha
I wish I wish "someone come n hlp me! HAHA
Cedric sit n watch, dun wanna hlp out . LOL
Here comes the 2 experts :)
wow! so much prawns we have eaten!
ShuJun & ME :)
All the gals :)
Expo hula aka human vessels display.
Me & Cedric (resting)
Jumping shots!!
Trying to jump off the steps . But dun dare.
Yeah~ We suceeded :)
MEEEEEEEEEEEEE :D
On the stairs :)
Behind the walls. HAHA
Finally, marina square.

All of us are prawn-lovers, hahaha. Ate lots and lots of prawns at seoul garden. Den we all shared and bought her a cake, while the seoul garden staff took it out n sang her a birthday song :D
She was surprised!
All of us bought her the big big soft toy which she liked alot .
Trained over to city hall den walked to esplanade & took lots of pictures. Aft which went over to marina square to rest at mac.
Den walked back to city hall mrt, when yvonne, cedric & wejie has already tapp in. I decide to go get dearie a cookie, the decorated one. Super cute der. Hoping to surprise him :)
So shujun n jasmine accompanied me while the rest waited at the station. Sorry!
Den actually wanted to train to the terminal of the opposite side one. So tat we could board and empty train before it reaches city hall which was so damn crowded. Ended up, we wasted like 10 or 15 mins just for a futile effort.
Not knowing tat we have to alight at the terminal to board the opp train back to city hall, we continued our journey to douby ghaut -.-'''
Den waste time train back to city hall again to wait for another train. LOLS
Otherwise, all of us could have reached home earlier . Thanks to who huh? :PP
Just joking, dun angry hor!!
Met up with dearie den pass him the cookie. Hope he likes it.
Well, some unhappiness though but all is well today. Dearie text me in the morning n apologised to me. I guess I'm at fault too. So I dun blame u ok! Muacks.
So much for all my silly thoughts last nitez!
☆~ When she stares at your mouth = "Kiss her"
☆~ When she pushes you or hits you like a dumb ass cuz she thinks shes stronger than you = "LET HER BEAT AND ACT PAINFUL"
☆~ When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tuff = "Kiss her and tell her you love her"
☆~ When she's quiet = "Ask her what's wrong"
☆~ When she ignores you = "Give her your attention"
☆~ When you see her at her worst = "Tell her she's beautiful"
☆~ When you see her start crying = "Just hold her and don't say a word"
☆~ When she steals your favorite pillow = "Let her keep it and slp with it for a night"
☆~ When she doesn't answer for a long time = "Reassure her that everything is okay"
☆~ When she looks at you with doubt = "Back yourself up"
☆~ When she says that she likes you = "SHE REALLY DOES MORE THAN U COULD UNDERSTAND!"
☆~ When she looks at you in your eyes = "Don't look away until she does"
☆~ When she says it's over = "She still wants you to be hers"
☆~ When she reposts this = "She wants you to read it"
☆~ Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything
☆~ Call her at 12:00am on her birthday/anniversary dates to tell her you love her
☆~ Treat her like she's all that matters to you☆~ Stay up all night with her when she's sick
☆~ Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it's stupid
Got this from someone's blog whom I dun know der.
Hope u wun mind it but i do agree with it :)
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
Well, had Iac test again. Yes, I have improved. :) finally can rmb the format & the right column .
Met up with baby after school at tampines mall. I reached and waited for almost an hour while he went for haircut with his friends. Haha, finally got to eat my HAR GAO :DDD happy sia. Dearie came den we shopped around & bump into Shujun and her Bf. So qiao. LOL.
Bused home aft tat.
Sigh. Dun feel like carrying on le.
Went for wedding dinner. Pictures over at my second blog :D Because I reallie drag posting pictures here as the words alwaes go hay-wire. -.-'''
Anyway. Im going to slp le. Tired. Nitez ppl :)
Monday, November 10, 2008
I hate this feeling of having to part with you everytime it's time to go home.
Dragged this feeling of having to go home -.- Hate to be controlled.
Went to school in the morning & when I reached the bus stop, there was heavy rain. Not wanting to be caught in the rain, i stood at the bus stop & chatted on phone with Jasmine till the rain became smaller . SO, obviously I was late for lesson alrdy & decided not to go. I noe Im lame.
Den took bus to mrt station & met up with Jasmine & Shu Jun to Simei there replace my ear piece & also eat our breakfast. Meanwhile, weijie arrived too. Rushed back to sch for IAC test. Got like 25 over 40. Pass better than nothing but CA is nxt week, hopefully I can memorise more by then.
I'm so tired of travelling to & fro to school. Somtimes just for tat 1hr plus lesson? Such a waste of time.
MPS CA1 tmr, hope i can pass well. Sigh
Going off to study ler. Good luck everyone!
Sunday, November 09, 2008
LOL. I reallie very very starved and hungry now. Waiting for mummy to cook for me eat . Actually wanna go out & eat har gao der but nobody accompany me ): sian lor if go out and eat alone, i hate it. Feels like an idiot.
Had lots of dreams last nitez, about the show FEng Yun, den dreamt about the bu jing yun -.- But why never dream of my har gao? Sigh ):
I also thought about alot of things last nitez .
Baby & I ain't getting on too well recently . But i will try to improve der ! I reallie wan to be a good & nice GF ! ): & make him the happiest on earth :DD
Dearie, i noe i mayb childish at times & irritates you but i truly love you and wish to make u happy . I noe my thinking is immature, but still, everything i do is for you. Hope u can understand too . Muacks I love you. GEt well soon ! :)

~Har gao ~
yes, some1 was being spam by mii, cos i wanna eat har gao badly .
Saturday, November 08, 2008
Baby's still sick ): his neck also pain, hlp him put medicated oil in the afternoon ler but no use der still pain den put again before i left home.
Still stranded in an island, waitin for someone to save me..
Friday, November 07, 2008
Ended up taking cab to school and cost me like $12 bucks! So exp lor but bo bian, who ask me to wake up late. It's reallie time to scrimp & save ler. Stupid driver wan cheat my $$, took the wrong way and made a U- turn. But nvm, i forgive him cause the price of fare still almost the same.
Finally, things are half-settled i guess.
Ok, I dun wan to say anymore, everything's the same. ):
Baby, i need u badly.
I reallie hate being controlled! When will these stop! fcuk.
Thursday, November 06, 2008
Why my post in such a mess? I just add pictures onli & u cannot do ur work well.
The previous previous post also liddat . No pictures den u work well izzit ?
Now u also wan to pick a fight with me ? Im so tired liao lo.
Fcuking phone died on me. Just keeps shutting down. How's my baby gonna contact me. Sigh. anyway, he slpping. ):
Wednesday, November 05, 2008
Only had elective & BCM. 'Shugs' . Got to prepare a better presentation in order to score more! Sian-ed lahs .
Some ppl are just so bitchy and irritating . I do reallie hope they can disappear off from my sight. Hey, dun tink by just apologising to me in msn i will forgive u. Show some sincerity & admit wad u have done wrong or guilty about lahs!
DUN GO AROUND SPREADING UR OWN STORIES & MAKE URSELF SOUND LIKE ONE PATHETIC SOUL AND US ALL THE BAD DEVILS. U TINK WAD?! SPREAD LIAO DEN STILL EXPECT PPL TO TRUST U AGAIN WITH A WORD OF SORRY?
those ppl who dun noe anything & onlie listened to one sided of the story, u tink u noe alot huh? Wan to chup in also izzit? den dun regret when others start to gossip abt u too. I've got evidence tat you guys are wrong ok, cos ur friend has apologise. Soon, it'll be ur turn. Go and find out the truth before u start toking about other lahs .
Tuesday, November 04, 2008

ME & SHU JUN :DD
Group photo ( looks like we're realli going off )
The TALL ones :) Yvonne, me & weijie.
WeiJie, Yvonne, ME & ShuJun (left to right)
The 'slightly' shorter ones :XX Cedric, Jasmine & Shu Jun
Still them :D
Me ( trying to smile showing my teeth as I was testing weijie's samsung omnia's camera smile detect . Finally I took a snapshot with my own SMILE ;) hahas )

ME & Shu Jun
Yvonne & ME :)
They leave footsteps in my lifes including Cedric though onli his hand in the pic :X
Well. I shall not elaborate more on this pic :XX
Yvonne & me again :DD
Shu Jun placed her camera on top of a rubbish bin to self-timer capture us! LOL!
Finally, my very 1st POPEYE's meal at changi airport :D
My new Hp strap bought on sun by my sis :)
It's patrick on the other side! :)
ME & Shamond :)
Smiling heartily ...
Mouth wide OPEN ><
ME :)
quite DIRTY the beach ):
Why u look away ?
Posing with a smile ! I love this pic the most ! so cute!
These were taken on Sat at a malay restaurant at Lucky Plaza located at Orchard. Actually there are more pictures but Huiying haven send me. Yup, went out with her in the early noon to collect our pay . & its like damn lame . Cause I worked for 3 days onli, in which it happen tat 2 days in sep and 1 in oct . And they distribute the pay monthly, which means I will onli get my 1 day pay in Nov. -.-
Somemre they still give us in cheque lor. Anw, this food which we ate is call dunno wad . But it's fried crispy chicken with chilli and rice . Damn nice ok! we're going back to eat again when we collect our nxt pay . Haha . Yishi & Peishan! Must join us on next month k!
Well. went off at around 3plus & we took 65. Cause I mitting my sis tat day to go to her friend's gathering at Pasir ris park cause they having a BBQ. & they brought along their kids :)
Sorry HUIYING!! cant pei u shopping ! nxt month k!
PICTURES ALL ON TOP! :)
I going to slp ler. BYE PPL !
Monday, November 03, 2008
However, some things still nid to be mentioned here.
Firstly. welcome ANDY CHENG MUN HO back to schh! * WELCOME TO ITE* as usual! haha!
Be it who you loves, or miss. Ppl parts one day and goes their separate ways. As much as I love hypocrites so much, they stiill dislike me and chose not to friend me. Sad right?! * clap clap* for me, even hypocrites also dun like me now. No wonder they alwaes skipp lesson to avoid see-ing me. OMT ! We( shujun,yvonne,jasmine,weijie & cedric & andy) went to attend our lovely PM lesson together with our lovely classmates.
Oh well. Apple called me and praise me for my nice typiing skills when she saw my blog! :) THANKS YOU ! I muz say . Nobody had praise me for such a long time le. Thank god I still got friends like Apple. =D (do i have a friend name apple in the first place? oh god.)
恭喜恭喜!有情人,终成眷属。真是完美的结局。
Went to tampines mall with jasmine,yvonne and weijie. We looked around almost all the handphone shop den ate OLD CHANG KEE and went home.
我发现自己并不开心。脸上的面具,始终还是要拿下来。为什么我总是脸带笑容但心里其实不开心也不踏实?我讨厌这样的自己。真的觉得累了,我做什么都是为了你。。 可是好像都不够,我真的好吗?我也希望可以了解你。。 不是说好,会好好爱我,疼我的吗?还是我真的很贪心,要得太多?我伤心,我也哭过了。。 连自己也讨厌自己满满泪水的样子,可是我还能怎样。现在,我只有你了。没有你,我简直一无所有,什么也不是。。
I'm really tired. Please forgive me. I've trying to run after you and catch up, & I did it yet I died in ur arms..



