Firstly, I wanna comment that cherie's cake is really yummy & delicious :DD
Thank you cherie for baking the cake for us ! :D
So sweet of her right .

Well, I shall post the picture of the cake some other days .
It's a heart shape chocolate cake .
School was alright .

Finish most of OFA assignments so ended up teaching the other classmates who didnt know.
Quite happy to be of some help :D
AFD also did some questions, I tink I noe how to do petty cashbook already (:
Quite simple if you did listen in class .
BFD got test next week, sian !

Went tampines mit meiling aft school.
she came back home with me.

Im selfish.

Even though I may not have hurt anyone, but Im sure indirectly I did.

Let's not talk about whether I hurt anyone or not .

To start with, Im even so unsure of my own feelings .

I didnt even care about others' feelings .

This is wad caused the situation so badly now .

Im sorry for my cowardness, for being unable to face the problem.

Gal, It wasn't ur fault even at the start .

It is never wrong to like someone or even to confess.

Nobody blames you for it, so stop tinking it's ur fault & stuffs .

Perhaps, this is the only way now to solve all these.

I won't say out anything here .

We just nid some time to be back sisters again.

Im pending for tat day.

I know I alwaes say things which you don't like to hear .

Mayb I just dont know how to even control my mouth .

Sometimes, I just wish to share things with you but ended up sharing the wrong things bah.

Im sorry to you .

Im petty, unreasonable,useless.

This is me,understand?

I got no courage anymore to face anything .

Im weak, I got no confident in myself .

This is coward me. can u understand me?

)))))))))))):

This feeling is bad.

Is there still anyone whom I can trust?

I need someone by my side ):

Why dont I even have friends?

Im tired.
Just reached home.

I dunno wad happened to you. ):
School got dont know wad stupid talk, was sleeping through the talk lahs -.-'''
AFD got test, gonna flunk it.

Totally no mood today lahs. ROARRRRRRRRRRR!
Everything's irritating me can !
Argh, I wanna kill people.

Mummy wants to visit grandma den ask me to go home babysit.
Ytd I at home she bring her along, Today I wan to go out den ask me bring her -.-'''

Den wait for the damn 31 so long today, end up so crowded.
Couldn't get up the bus, den still got to wait again.
I hate to wait for bus lahs. =.=

& I know you are avoiding my questions.
But it's okay cause I know wad is going on alrdy.
Should I step aside?

我真的不知道要怎样做才好。

I haven't been blogging properly for a long time lerhs..
I know many things had happened..
I understand, & I dont blame anyone.
To be truthful, I suspected it long ago.

I'm hateful of myself.
IF it hadn't been my indecisiveness , things wouldn't have turned out this way..
Seriously I dont know wad to say too.

Every ship just feels like it's sinking..
Am I dying soon?


最近发生了很多事，我们彼此也知道。
虽然我早已明白，但我选择装什么都不懂。
我想不到还会上到第三个人，这感觉很痛苦，一点也不好受。

最然我都不知道我心里要些什么，不过我真的真的很想解决这一切。
我做不到，也没有办法去面对。
原谅我的愚蠢，一次以为我会有办法让一切变完美。
我也越来越讨厌这样的自己。

能不能让我米铺着一些过错？
说来说去都是一样，我是不是很没有用？
有时候泪流干了，我也只能无奈的沉默。

静静的晚上让我觉得好孤单，什么都不想去想也不想去做。
我根本没有心情去做任何事。

Fiona xie came to our school ytd for the Anti-Drug carnival.

Took a snapshot of her before she went in to sportshall.

Too crowded inside so didnt go in.

Well, she's pretty.

My idol! she's so cute.

Previous day was Taufiv . ( dunno how to spell )

Well, my little mousy is also drug free.

Saw tat, cute right? :P

School ended damn early at 11.30 today .

Cabbed to tm with andy n khalid.

Took 65 home.

Well, Im super no life der.

It's a loner life tat Im leading now.

It's been some time.

I should get over it already long ago.

I shouldn't be brooding over it.

It's none of my business anyway .

Peishan, thanks for ur encouragement & support all this while.

Thanks for cheering me up when Im down.

Thanks for wiping my tears when I cried.

I love you girl ❤

Im dead beat.

I haven got to rest at all.

Still, those thoughts lingers stubbornly in my mind.

Friend is a person whom you know well and whom you like a lot, but who is usually not a member of your family.

Friend is someone who is not an enemy and whom you can trust.

Now, who is my friend?

I'm surprise..
Kinder sad..
Why do I even feel hurt?
sigh. my heart is bleeding..

Actually I came home early as I am tired.
But now, I dont even feel sleepy anymore.
It's like waking up from a dream..

I was stupid.

Well, not in a good mood ytd.
Don't even know wad Im doing.
Sorry If I had been rude to anyone.

Seriously, I didnt meant to leave without saying .
Believe or not, still think I bo xim, I also nothing to say .
I was tired aft quarrels & quarrels last nite .
And I thought finally there's some peace.
Yet, another trouble came.
What is it tat you all are so unhappy about?
Dont befriend me since you are so unhappy with me.
I need true friends too.
I dont know what to do when Im trapped between 2 friends.
Tell me.

Maybe I should just ignore everything.
Otherwise, ppl will just tink Im a hypocrite, trying to act nice.

我也累了。。
是我把事情弄成这种局面的，一切由我来承担。
我不会再去想，要你们为我付出。
我爱的人，我说不出口。

我会把回忆化成伤痕，这样应该会没那么痛吧。
谢谢你给我的爱，跟你在一起，我也非常开心和幸福。
我市总不能好好安定下来，不是吗？

Saturday night went cycling with the usuals .
This time even more people went . ((:
Cool, I cycled myself from east coast to changi, first time sia .
Ended up sweating myself like shit -.-
Went to OCH, damn scary lahs .
But nothing der, onlie walk walk awhile den come out liaos .
hahas . den we cycled to tampines, den homed (:
Back to chup lao in the morning around 7am plus, home take swimming suit .
Went geylang east swimming for around 1 hr plus .
Aft tat go eat mac breakfast, den went peishan house .
Actually we set alarm wake up at 11plus der, but end up slp till 5-6 plus . =X
HAHAs.

The rest of the days, I dont reallie rmb much already.
Oh well, ytd sch was bored just like today & any other days .
The feeling of going to sch just sucks so much .

Anw, today met up with meiling at tampines aft sch shop shop .
Den she went home get bike mit me at chup lao (:
Went hawker, had some chat .
Recently too many things happened already, everyone's not in the mood. ):

Im confused too.
I really dont know wad to do ):
Please tell me what I can do.

I woke up at 10am .
Early right?
I'm just as surprise.

Well, had a hard time training last nite.
Not really training, but playing =X
Went to carpark rooftop with Peishan to find the usuals.
They were deciding to play beep beep bomb.
LOLS.
So while the catcher is counting, me & peishan cycled around to see where's the rest.
Den keep on giving them information where the catcher is =X
Aft which we decided to join in as well, so fun luhs.
Running all over the place like crazy woman .

Den change to play Police & Thief.
Me & Peishan were Police, the guys were thieves .
Obviously we couldnt outrun them, all fast runners lor .
Run like siao, whole face red like apple after running for 1hr plus -.-
& I keep falling down lor .
Today wake up whole body pain .
LOL!

Went hawker drink 2cans of chrysanthemum straight den went home.
Weiqiang sent me home (:
Thanks alot .

Many many things had happened between us.

And I realise I still cant forget you..

In my heart, there's still you.

I wont hurt you again anymore.

I will forget you.

Letting go is a better choice, am I right?

我们的爱让你受了很多苦，让你伤心难过。

谁说我不知道你笑容里的悲伤？

但我却什么都做不了，只能用无知来逗你。

请你原谅我这一次的诺罗，因为我已经失去了从前的勇气。

Im back home like finally .
Went to take testimonial from secondary sch .
So bused 65 from tampines , bump into weitong who boarded the bus from damai sec .
He also just finished school .
After which meiling also tell me she in bus 65 . LOL!
I thought she was on the same bus as me .
But she was at the 65 after me . so qiao .
Peishan went to ite bus stop fetch me (: thanks gal !
Den meiling alighted so 3 of us walked back to macpherson sec together .
Meiling is cute . hahas .


Den Peishan pei-ed me wait for yiting to reach .
Went in sch, saw many ppl .
Stayed awhile till Peishan went for dance .
Walked home with christopher cause bump into him at the gate .
LOL!
wore my new shoe to school & I got blister . sobs ):

Oh yah.
There was a fire drill in school today .
Super lame der .
More like a circus show ?
Still got ppl taking snap shots somemore . -.-

I gotta train for my 2.4km liao .
OMG .
Yeah, I love sat & sun .
Cause I dont have to travel to school .
Hate sch ; love holidays !

Im giving up on such hopeless ______ .
Do you know how hard it is to control ur tears from falling ?

"When everybody ignore you and someone stands out from the crowd to be friend with you,that friendship is true. It is the most precious friendship."

Quoted from yiting's post (:

Well, I agree totally with this sentences as well. don't you?
True friends are hard to find.
Especially one which you have known for years or even a decade.
Well, I know I've got at least a few.

Meihua, I have known her for 10years long already since primary school.
She's always been there for me whenever Im down.
Truly understands me the most, inside out.
Glad to have known her & both of us got the same surname :D
Thanks Friend.
Even though we're both separated in different schools.
We still manage to fork out precious time to mit (:
We'll be sisters forever yea?

Yiting, We've also known for abt 8years bah .
She's also alwaes cheering me up, giving me advises all the time.
I love her frankness as she alwaes speaks honestly.
We know she meant well, she wants us to change for the better (:
As friends, this is wad we should accept each other for.
Not expecting others to alwaes giving in to you all the time, while
you behave like a queen all the time.
Thanks for accepting BenDan :DDDDDD

Baoyu, I guess we were too young then to recognise each other during nursery times.
However, we do have been good friends for quite a long period of time..
All the while, though we might have quarrels & conflicts..
But they are all over, hope they can become a past of us.
Well, honestly sometimes I don't like ur attitude.
But I admit I do have it too.
We dont want others to treat us rudely, so we mus improve too.
But I must say you've been a really nice confident for the past few years..
Almost every secret of mine is with you.. are they safekeppt? hahas .
I do trust you :D
Things might not be well recently, but let's all cheer up bahs .
Smile more alrights .

& Peishan, though we've onlie got close during these few months .
but I reallie tink we can get along well .
So far, we've been able to accept one another :D
tat's a good sign .
Let's hope this sistership can last forever okays?

I love all of you girls ❤

Till today den I realise how foolish I had been..
I thought I could make new friends who can become best friends with me..
Just like my primary school cliques ..
But how wrong can I be..
Really disappointed to see this kind of ending .
Well, I was the one who decided to end these .
But make it clear , nobody's at fault .
I'm just too sensitive .
& I cant take it anymore .
You guys still don't know much about me .
So let's not force you guys to accept me.
Goodbye friends .

Im sad.
I miss those times with besties in the past..
I seriously dislike going to school..
Not like in the past anymore, everything has changed.
Please don;t tell me you ppl cant sense it .

I do miss you too.
Should I tell you?
Or are you stil thinking I dont appreciate you ?
Sigh .

Im starting to give up on myself.
Hate this life of mine .

Tueday
Finish school went home.
Those tiring journey reallie tires me out.
Went down hawker with peishan.
Cant really rmb what happened already.
But we went to sing K at Grandlink.
Not reallie in the mood mans.
My singing SUCKS alot now ):

Cabbed home with peishan, baoyu & ah qiang.


Wednesday
Finish school went home changed den to bugis mit sebas, chris & matt.
Went to Fusion 2nd floor with them .
Aft tat, one of their friend, James joined us.
He said he's 29 but he looks like only 20 or 21?
WTH!!
Ate Duck rice for dinner, super yummy ~
They cabbed off to clark quey while I went ahead to Bugis street buy donuts.
I walked around Bugis street in search of beautiful clothes or shoes .
But didn't get anything in the end.
So bought donuts back for the usuals :)
Cabbed back to hawker since I was super tired & bus never came -.-

Super expensive sia.. but no choice..
Im just plain lazy..
Ate alot at hawker cause got free treat.. :P

Weilong suggested going cycling so went to Singapore River.
Took pictures but Im not gonna upload any.
Anw, Im just suay can?
Im always the one who meets with this whenever we go cycling.
Its the second time already lor ):
Im sorry to bring such bad luck to everyone & spoiling the mood.

Im really scare ):

Im back from school since 6.30pm.
Kinder sian & tired of school.
Nothing really makes me feel like going to school.
Friends drifted apart, Assignments undone, Motivation nowhere to be seen.

Cabbed to tm with Grace den took bus 65 home from there.
While travelling back, think alot .
Wondering how my life's gonna be in the future.

Of cos, I still miss _________ .
But does he feels the same?
Don't think he'll even read this.
Anw, Im supposed to forget everyone from now on.

Slept for 2hrs ytd before going to CC find my niece n sis & peishan they all.
It's super hot there can, like suana. SIAO.
Played those childish kids' game.
Den donkey-ed cards? -.-
Went home slept only at 6pm all the way til morning 6.45am today.
Ain't I a pig in recarnation? ( Did i get the spelling wrong?)
Anw, was supposed to wake up at 8pm to mit Peishan der, I did but slept back again.
Had alot of dreams during this long period of sleep.
Haven enjoyed sleeping for such a long time lerhs .
Cause normally I'll be aching all over if I sleep too long .

School's seriously sucking to the hell lahs.
Dun wanna go school can.
I ain't ur friend anymore, am I?

Sometimes, we are both at this particular place on the same day & same time.

Yet, we don't bump into each other.

& when you realise & decided to look for me, all over the place..

You just couldn't find me, so when you decided to give up,

I'll just appear before you.

This is how fate alwaes fools us.

It let us met & loved, yet we couldn't be together .

Beautiful moon which shone down like a sun.
opps,the picture is overturned. lazy to fix it.

The bike which drove me there (:

Quite dangerous bike :X

Me & BaoYu

The threesome ;D

Me & Peishan :DDDD

Me & Weilong

Looks like he's being forced to take with me ):

HAHA! He's my best driver :P

We took with shu shu ~ HAHAS

Went cycling last night with WeiLong, AhQiang, AhBee, AhKiat, AhWee, PeiShan, BaoYu.

Weilong was my driver, hahas . He lombang me the most .

Cycled to East Coast den Bedok Jetty.

Rested at the Jetty & continued towards their usual fishing place where there are dogs.

On the way back, me & weilong ran over a rat.

Well, It was too late for us to avoid it.

& according to them it was unlucky to run over rats.

Means it's dirty I guess . OMG LAHS!

He & AhKiat suddenly very solemn sia .

Both telling me not to look around.

I was so scared I just lean behind Weilong and shutted my eyes.

See no evil man!

Weilong said he couldn't lombang me lerhs.

Cause it's dangerous.

Since everyone was too fast for us to call.

Ah Kiat lombang me.

After which, I just cried as I felt very scary aft wad they said.

-.- , Im lousy man.

Cried all the way till we stopped at toilet.

Everyone ask me to cool down & relax.

Thanks Peishan for consoling me.

Thanks Baoyu for ur jacket.

Thanks AhBee for making me laugh.

Thanks everybody (:

I think Im a suay person man.

While AhKiat was lombanging me to Mac, his pedal came off.

Im DAMN suay can?

Everyone who lombang me will become suay too.

Sigh! was sad & cried again.

I really didnt want to harm anyone ler ):

Den change to AhBee lombang me & nothing happen .

I guess it was due to AhKiat's God Pendant.

Thanks for lending it to me to calm me down :)

Slack at Mac, decided to go back aljunied cresent eat breakfast.

Actually is AhKiat lombang me again with another bike, but my leg too long.

& I keep on 'fighting' with the wheels. -.-

So changed to Weilong lombang me again.

Didn't really think too much about it ler bahs.

Anyway, the journey back was all safe.

Thanks WEILONG !! :DDDD

THANKS EVERYONE WHO WENT (:

Had fishball noodles for breakfast.

HAHAS! den weilong lombang me home.

FUNNY sia, at the bridge there, they all went up the slopes den I dun alight.

End up, weilong almost fainted while lombang-ing me up the long long slopes.. :X

&& stupid weilong keep saying I hold him too tight.

Make his t-shirt become XXXL . LOLS!!

Keep ask me to relax.

Cycle so fast still ask ppl relax. KIAM PA!

Overall, I do enjoy even though much things happened.

But Im still glad all of us are back unharmed. (:

LANNING AT HAWKER THE OTHER DAY ! LOLS.

I hate myself.
Seriously I do ):

Why am I such a failure in no matter wad I do?
Everything & everyone seems to be against me today.
I mean they might not mean it but Im seriously very sad.
I don't mean it either.
But I guess no one will understand how I feel.

Starting with the call from mz, asking me to go out with him accompany.
I was still sleeping then, & feeling so tired.
I told him I dont wan to go out.
Den he angry, say everytime ask me out den i reject him.
& said he'll delete my number & wont call to ask me out again ):
Well, What can I say?
I've done wad I can & apologise.

I know I'm drifting away from some close friends.
& people tink I'm the free-est person to go anywhere I want.
So they alwaes expect me to be the one to go find them.
I did tried already, it's tiring.
I'm also schooling just like you all do.
In ITE so wad, means very relax lah?
WTH! despise me den just say out .
I do have attitude & bad temper .
But tink carefully, I show them out more often or you all do?
I always feel that Im so nice to bully.
Ain't I alwaes the one who gets scolded or targetted?
Seriously, I can't control myself recently as much as I do in the past.
So I wun know what I'll do if this carries on.

My dear friends, I do wish to meet up with you guys too.
But everytime the timing is just not right.
Everyone's alwaes using the word 'busy'.
How frequent has this word been use?
Sometimes I wonder what busy means?
Everyone has school & are tired I understand.
But did anyone try to understand how I feel?
Am I really very happy as I seem to be?
Alright I know , You all just feel I deserve it right.
Yah, I deserve it, I brought it all upon myself.
All these mess, Im gonna clear them myself.

Leave me alone if you're not a true friend.
Im really tired of all these.
All those craps tat are happening.

You want ppl to treat you nicely, first think of how you've treat ppl.
You said we're selfish, but ain't you too?
Didn't you alwaes want things to be done in ur favour?
Otherwise you'll just pack up & leave.
Don't you do tat?
I admit Im not a perfect person .
Not someone better either, at least I don't alwaes want ppl to give in to me.
I tink I have accepted you more than enough & more than I could.
IF you continuing to make things worse, you'll find urself with no more friends.
No one's gonna treat you truely.

I'm giving up on myself.
From now on till then, Im no longer Crystal.

I'm finally done up with my blogskin.
Did it myself with pictures of myself & friends (:
NICE?

Took super long time to finish it.
Lost my links cause I accidentally close my template while doing it.
Sian sia.
Managed to get back some of the links but still lost many.
So those who wants me to link them back, do tag me with ur link alrights .
Oh yah, especially SHERMIN JIE.
now i cant view ur blog already ):

Well, bought my lappy down to hawker last nite.
Stupid chris sim lahs .
Ask him help me DL dota, he lazy come out.
End up ask me to bring still not confirm got go down or not.
Lucky he went down, if not I will kill him.
After which pei jiemin come meet me.
Used lappy at hawker, onlined at hawker too!
STYLE sia, hahaha!
Den end up is weilong help me to dl one. Thanks ! (:
Aft which he dota-ed at hawker ! LOLS!

Ate a little only.
Don't really have the mood. ):
sigh!

I've been really bad to you I know.
Treating you hot & cold all the times.
Seriously, I don't know how to face you too sometimes.
I've been a real bad gf last time, & a real bad friend now.
You've been hurt so deeply.
Yet, I don't know what to do anymore.
Just hope both of us can cool down first bahs, or perhaps only me.
I'm truly sorry for all the stuffs that I've done.
I know sorry dosen't helps but besides tat, I don't know wad I can do anymre.

我真的不知道自己怎么想。
可是现在单身会比较好吧！
因为我真的不想再伤害你了。
不过请你不要担心，因为我还会是你的朋友。
等你回来后，我们才作决定吧。
我不会不理你的。
等你回来(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JASMINE & YVONNE (:

YUMMMMMMY~!

Not tat yummy ):

^The BIRTHDAY GALS ! :D

Me & Shu qun (:

XINSHENG LOOKS SO GAL RIGHT!! OMG!

Grace, Joyce & ME ;DD

Finally it's end of the week.
Can get to enjoy weekend without having to go back to school.
School just sucks so much tat I don't enjoy at all can . ):
I just feel so extraaa sometimes -.-
Forget it . take it tat I'm attitude bahs .

Anyway, celebrated for these 2 birthday gals at tampines pizza hut !
They jio me , xinsheng & grace go der .
The cheese pizza was yummmmy lahs . hahas .

Walked for awhile den went off to watch movie. [ wanted ]
It's nice but I dont really like the ending .
I thought the gal would be with the guy lahs, but she died. sigh .

Bused home & here I'm rotting .
I'm not gonna care about anything anymore.

Iloveher ❤

Jianhua, weiqiang,weilong

Kelvin,Weiqiang,Weilong

OMG! they kissed him,looks like he enjoying it :P

We were at the carpark (:

Jisheng emo . LOLS

All the beauties with him. so blessed :P

These are the pictures for Weiqiang's bdae.

Actually I didn't upload all :X

I'm lazy, really too much lerhs.

So all those bo liao ones I didn't upload (:

Well, celebrated for him at rooftop of the carpark ;D

Everyone was there to celebrate & surprise him.

WELL, 18 lerh.

Wish you all the best alright !

Hope you like the surprise we gave you .

& the present I gave you (:

Clubbing pictures, there's still more at Yishi's blog .

I lazy to upload lerhs .

& I haven uploaded pictures for Shermin's birthday too.

Upload when I get them from her alright (:

Well, haven been updating blog .

Been going down hawker to eat eat eat & eat ! LOLS!

I'm gonna be so fat soon .

OMG .

well, I totally don't enjoy going school at all . ):

Travel to school den back home everyday.

It's so tiring lahs .

I'm beginning to hate this long journey home .

I don't belong there at all .

I feel so extra ! )':

OMG.
I tink I've got Gum Disease.
Cause my gums have been bleeding for days.
Almost every night or sometimes in the morning, it bleeds.

I totally got no mood because of this as well.
I guess I didnt brush properly.
REALLY FED UP LAHS!
Do you know how it feels whenever you know you're bleeding?

WTH!
this feeling really sucks.
Am i going to have bad breath as well?
OMG. I wanna go commit suicide lerh.
Stay away from me!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO WEIQIANG ~!!!

May all ur wishes come true ! (:

I hope you will cheer up , I know it's not easy.

But it's ur birthday, do cheer up a little k?

I'm really sorry to be ur source of unhappiness.

We had once been together for 1month.

I did really enjoyed myself with you.

You've alwaes been my source of happiness.

Thanks for all those little jokes which you cracked.

& rmb tat day? We had so much fun.

It's a little secret between us okay? :X

I wan you to be happy just like tat day .

Seeing you happy really makes me smile too(:

I'll meet you 8.30pm at Blk 57 later on.

不见不散

Alright. Alot of pictures right?

This is the first time we took so much pictures .

We were so crazy last nite, so noisy.

Even when we were in the bus.

LOL!

&& there're more pictures to go.

Cause I 've got it from the rest ;D

We really love taking pictures!

Oh. I didnt went school today cause wasn't feeling well.

Didn't went to the doctor.

Anyway. got to rush project, tmr need to hand in.

Omg. will be going down hawker to slack later on bah.

I cant believe you are tat cruel ):

TATA~

Was home from CLUBBING at around 3plus am.
Quite fun luhs. hahas.
Luckily it started quite early so we could enjoy more.
I really love dancing more & more ler (:

Took lots & lots of pictures even before we went there while waiting for bus.
Shall upload only when I got all the pictures alright .
Hahas . Again, It did help me to relieve alot of stress & problems I've been going through.

Yup, We did dance with guys.
But it was quite okay lah.
They are fun ;DD
But no numbers taken . LOL
Starting the waiter came forward to Yishi with a piece of tissue.
Saying it's from a guy sitting at the bar wearing singlet I guess.
LOL!
Cool right, the guy wrote words on the tissue saying he wants to noe her.
But she ignored him. hahaha! we told her to cause aft peeking find tat the guy weird.
Huiying went with us too & we taught her how to dance :P

Well, coincidentally, I danced with 2 guys again throughout the whole event.
Same thing, first guy went off quite early at 1plus.
Den after awhile saw 2 guys beside me & peishan.
Dunno why feel like dancing with one of them :X
So told peishan but just joking.
But she disturb me really go tell the guy i wan dance with him.
!@#$%^@#$$%^
OMG & he really came over to dance with me. So cute sia.
Ya, was tired of dancing so just stood there hug him & leaned on him.
Peishan was also hugging the guy's friend. LOL
We really no mood sia. Plus so tired.

Event ended at 3am, kinder early but good also.
Cause i still got school later on.
OMG!
I sure going to fall asleep in class lor.
So tired. but got to finish project den rush to school ler.

Troubles all shake away ~

Iloveyou gals ❤

Im going CLUBBING tonite.

The start of it, & is it gonna be the end of it?
Since you wanted it so much.
I'll do my best )':

Im back from work (:

Went to work for Aissio at tampines as promoter.

Together with Baoyu, Chris & Andrew.

We were selling laptops at 10am . LOL!

All the while was giving out flyers..

Till super tired den stop already..

Stood there den promote the lappys..

I sold 2 lappys on my 1st day . * Clap Clap*

Cause I was plain lucky lah. hahas.

OHYAH!

very qiao, this 2 new colleagues i got to know..

adam & weiren ;D

I found out Weiren is our macpherson secondary senior.

But he's much more older den us so we haven seen him before =X

They are friendly & nice colleagues..

Stupid chris keep disturb me & poke me . humps .

Den I poke him back :P

BIG BULLY!

This is the first time I felt work was fun,except for a little more tiring standing the whole day.

Took bus back hawker with Baoyu & Weiren .

Den I had my orh jian de egg while Baoyu ate the oyster . hahas.

Poor weiren only can eat noodles due to his ear infection i guess.

Home aft tat.

oh ya, thos pictures are very random.

Cause i trying to imitate Fei Zu Liu style but failed.

So anyhow take.

PLEASE CLICK FOR A LARGER VIEW (:

yeah. I'm too bored already.

Anyway, they are really people who never leaves me.

I must really thanks you guys for being with me for so long.

We've been friends for a decade le. Sound like we very old le.

hahas. I love you gals ❤

Thanks for accepting stupid & slow plus idiotic Crystal Poh En En as ur friend for so long (:

Sweetie. I love you ❤
She's always been there to help me whenever I needed ever since I'm in ITE ;D
&& made me feel so protected.

Cause she & xinsheng will always be there for me.

Had been viwawa-ing just now.
Playing majong.
sigh.
totally no mood.
Got to go do homework somemre.
WTH! sigh!

Im back home.
Got work tmr at 10.30am .

I'm tired.
Only did a little bit of my homework.
I'm lazy I know ):

Come to realise some things.
Sian-ed.

argh. dun wish to blog le.
bad mood.

In mac updating blog now.
-.-

met up with Grace & Xinsheng.
We're supposed to do homework de.
But onlie did a little. hahas.
Sorry lah, really cant concentrate well.

Sometimes I feel so hateful of myself.
Always cant control myself from doing certain things.

我真的想念那一幕。

被你抱紧的那一刻。

Im finally back for updates.
hmm. where should i start?

Well. Let's talk about ytd.
Rotted at home the whole day.
Den met peishan for dinner at hawker with the usuals.
LOL.
peii-ed her to buy top-up card.
End up, went 57 slacked.
Chatted alot with Peishan.
After awhile, weiqiang & his friend,qingtian came along to find us.
Well. We like virus lor.
Ppl see us come over den keep avoiding.
Kinder fed up den ignored them.

Jianhua came from hawker den slacked with us.
Baoyu came down too earlier.
I was hungry den like very 'dua pai' cos all pei me go back hawker eat .
End up, dunno whose the one who is really hungry lor -.-
I was the only one who shouted hungry but JIANHUA & WEIQIANG ATE MORE THAN ME.-.-
I onlie ate fried oyster the egg but they ate an upsize plate of rice . OMG!

Went home after which. (:


Woke up onli at 12plus today.
went ngee ann find sebas.
We change bus 75 to outram den change 33 to bugis.
LOL.
concession so nvm. hahas.
Went bugis walk around den decided to go far east.
Took 70 to dunno where den change dunno wad bus den reach far east.
LOL. alot of bus trips i must say.
But quite fun to travel here & there.
Sebas bought his shoes finally. he very xi xin in buying things.
So I said nxt time shopping must bring him along . hahas.

den we train to amk.
took the wrong direction
Lame sia.

met up with chris & matthew at amk.
they were pooling. lol.
aft tat went sebas hse eat dinner.
Den back to amk find chris & matt.

Slacked at carpark & they sang to baoyu on the phone. LOL.
Haha. lol. super funny sia.
den took last bus home..
met up with baoyu & weiqiang eat supper.
den homed (:

I woke up at 1plus..
Seriously, I can't sleep again last nite. till 3am.
I had to force myself to sleep. sigh .

I don't understand why.
my life's in a mess now.
Everything's screwed up.
I don't wish to live anymore.

Can I go clubbing for the last time before i die?

Meihua did this for me ;DDDDDDDDDD

It's niceeeeeeeeee (:

& i loveee it . hahas .

Yeah, sisters forever we shall be.

though we might be busy with our own lifes now.

but never will we be apart .

we'll still mit up whenever we're free .

iloveyouuus! ❤