im back!

had test for AFD ytd,super hard luhs.
didn't manage to complete,it wasn't really hard i guess.
but i was blur bahs. ):

went home aft school ended.
took 31 with andy and xs to tampines inter to take 65 home.
both of them are so lame can ?! =.=

yiting came over to my house and we were waiting for Princess MeiHua =X
hahas, she's our princess now. =pp
yiting wanted to slp as it was only 5pm while our princess is gonna arrived only at 7plus.
As plans do not always go our way, we didn't manage to sleep a wink at all.
LAUGHS ~
this is because baby called me and said he was going to book out.
so we chatted on the phone until yiting couldn't sleep at all.
&& really sorry to throw you alone at my house while i went out.
Finally,our princess arrived at 8.30pm den around 9 den went to get her swimming costume.
I've got my goggles at last ! ;D
it's pink & they say nobody will find me wearing pink weird cos i got almost everything in pink!=.=, lols. i got pink t-shirt,pink jacket & a bright pink umbrella =XX

went to mac eat den homed :)

As for today, lessons as usual.
den i pon BFD again =X
due to feeling very lerthagic.
bumped into andy at bustop . LOL!
*he also naughty, pon BFD !!*
den bused homed.
had a nap & going out for a lil while later :)

Had test for AFD today ..
should be alright bah, on ledger ..
grace & xs was lateeeee again ! =X
thus, i was alone attending with the rest of the classmates .

didn't feel quite well .
my mind was all about tat incident..
why am i so affected by it..
i just couldn't get over it bah..
sigh .. wish it was all a dream but it wasn't ..
he could never be alive again ..
it's the last day , R.I.P my friend. ):
wasn't there for the ceremony but could imagine how saddening it was.
aft AFD waited for grace and xs outside near the stairs..
msged ws & ask him about the ceremony, he said it was over alrdy..
den i ask him to say byebye to bk for me..
but he told me to say myself cos bk is just beside me.

i turned & imagine he was really there.
but just couldn't bear to say goodbye..
& decided to walk away instead..
tears started to drip down my cheeks..
memories of him when we used to hang out together just keep flowing through...
i knew it was time to say goodbye.

aft OFA just went home .
super no mood for BFD .
it was plain boring to attend those meaningless lessons.. -.-

i miss you ):

heard some shocking news ytd..
still can't really get over it..


though we weren't tat close but he was truly a nice friend to have..
we'll alwaes miss you & remember you..
REST IN PEACE ):

life's fragile..
aft wad i heard and wad i knew..
i just can't help brooding over it..
my mood was totally damper,totally down..
everything was so sudden..
so shocking..

everyone should just learn to be contented with wad they have now ba..
cause you'll never know wad will happen next..

i had a dream a week ago..
dreaming tat i would die 2days before my 18th birthday..
if it were to be true, i would want to live my life to the fullest from now on with no regrets..
i know dreams are not true but still, i dont know when i'll be gone.

Life's always a mystery..

hello everybody..
i'm back for updates.. ;]

hahaha, i had a wonderful weekends though it was a short one despite an additional vesak day..
maybe i should just learn to be more contented with wad i have ..
& yeah, i'm so gonna cherish wad i have now..
baby,iloveyou

starting with friday, went tnet after school ended to sing karaoke..
went for dinner..
actually wanted go underage clubbing with yishi & weitong they all der..
but peishan haven pass bdae cannot go..
so i didnt feel like going as well..

nxt day early morning 7am wake up mit peishan,weilong,yishi,weitong,leonard,jianhua,baoyu,kelvin and jiemin at mac..
went swimming at jurong east..
plae lazy river and stuff.. lols..

almost drown while playing tsunami luhs..
cos i couldnt catch up & couldnt breathe..
luckily,i was saved ..
zzzz..

anyway.. we plaed till 5pm plus ..
all got sun tanned and burned..
hahas.. onlie i never..
actually i got.. but is at the nose onlie..
everyone else got theirs on their back.. lols..

had kfc for dinner..
went back chup lao to tnet..
slacked awhile den went hawker eat ice den homed..

sweet sweet love.. ;]

hello everyone.
i'm back from chalet ;)
was an enjoyable one alrights?
got to mit up with those 'long time no see friends'?

wahahas. had fun playing & of cos eating .
well, took pics with all the little juniors . hahaha.
all look so sweet n cute, makes mi feel i'm old alrdy . sigh !

anyway,went escape again.
lols, this month dunno wan to go there how many times.
shouted like hell okays?
due to the haunted house n inverter !
i saw a ghost hanging infront of me &&
i just grab weiqiang's hand and shouted like a mad woman luhs.
FAINT !
i'm like so timid,went in 3times also kana frightened by the same things.
zzz. well, poor weiqiang had to lend his arm & spoil his ears =X
SORRY !! but still,thanks for being there ( laughs ;D )

anyways,the rest of the things i dunno how to blog out le.
well, just feeling abit confused?
hmm,give me some time bah..
pictures will be uploaded some other times bah..

sorry for nt posting pictures for such a long time..


爱你，但我们还是只作朋友吧。

hello everyone.
woke up at 6am & realise it was too early to prepare for school.
so i went back to sleep for another hr. =X pig me.
took 155 to singpost there den changed to 2 as usual .
deleted some msgs during the whole journey .
it's the end of our story, hope you can find someone better .

andy's right, memories hlps you to hold on to things which you wouldn't wan to lose.
just like i'm holdin on to the memories tat we shared.
anyway, had accounting exam today.
hopefully i can get 90% and above.
this is the 1st time i so loved exams & focused so much .
thanks for blessing me in heaven.
i know you can see everything .
please let my sis know tat i'm serious this time.
really hope to change her attitude towards me. ):
went home straight after school and rotting away.


will be going to chalet till sat .
will post pictures when i'm back ! :)

被遗漏的爱情

i'm so tired of school.
cause there have been tests & exams are coming!
STRESS LUHS!!

let me blog about ytd.
well, went over to xs's house for steamboat.
hahas. let me introduce who was there:
GRACE
BAOYU
XS
DICKSON
JOY JOY ( grace's sis)
lin en
XS'S sister as well. :D
it was fun luhs.
met up with them at pungol mrt den went NTUC to buy our food!
hahas,bought prawns,crabmeat,fishball,meatball,vermicelli,drinks.
lots of stuff which i already forgotten :x
hahaha den went to xs's house to start our sumptous dinner ;DDDDDDD
prepared the food, watch tv den i served drinks to them.
had fun luhs.
plae plae plae till 1am den reached home =X
super tired luhs.
almost couldn't wake up today .
lucky xinsheng wake mii up.. haha..
thanks!

I LOVE MY SISTERS ALRIGHT!
AND GOOD FRIENDSS FOREVER !!!!! :)
ilu:)

A single life.
leads myself to everything,including having freedom.
tell me my wrongs,tell me my don'ts & give me my wants!
it's not because i dont love him anymre.
but i gave up.
tired of being scolded for nothing,being trapped in the same issue.

FOREVER i'm in the wrong.
you said i never knew how you felt.
but,did you know how i felt then?
tell me, is friends really more impt than you?!
i'm so sick & tired of myself,of everything.
i'm feeling so shag so useless. somtimes,i wanted to leave.
but i know i shouldn't.

Cause i hope to be just myself.
no more pretence.
tell me who am i?