hello all, let me blog about ytd.
was drained out from fri's activities .
everyone who saw mi on fri said i look so tired & as though i would faint anytime.

therefore i woke up damn late ytd, till around 1plus.
baby booked out at around 12plus den called me.
however, i sounded damn slppy luh.
so he asked me to slp for awhile more..
wake up den call him..
tat's so sweet of him :)

finally,woke up den called him.
he alrdy reached toa payoh.
so i asked him to go home first while i prepare den go mit him.
AND i actually took like 2hours to prepare?
it was like already 3plus and i was still at home.
CAUSE i was so tired luh, felt so lazy to even step out of my house.
& had to travel till yishun to mit him.

baby came to yishun interchange there fetch me den went his house to watch VCD.
it was an action type of film.
i was so not interested -.-
so i slept a lil.

aft which, around 9plus, baby sent me home.
i was super slppy tat i fell asleep on his shoulder while standing in the mrt.
we alighted at toa payoh to take 155 straight to my house.
i had a nice sleep in the bus luh ;)
was supposed to eat dinner with baby, but i was too tired alrdy.
sorry darling =x
baby sent me till my doorstep den left home ;]

dear, i love you so much..
hahas. though we can only mit once a week but to me, it's kind of a test.
To test how much we love each other..
I will treasure the relationship tat we have now..
baby, i promise you i will study hard . ;]
Again, let's work hard together ! ;D

HELLO EVERYONE
argh, i'm like damn bored can?
zz .

having a terrible time struggling about wad to do for my swimming lesson nxt week ):
wonder whose stupid idea it is to get students to swim & find out who don't know how to swim & pick them out to let them have swimming lesson & make sure they learn how to swim. =.=
how can they force ppl to learn it?
i got phobia for water lor, hais..
they are so selfish, never think of other ppl's feelings..
can't imagine how i will become..
finally, i'm starting to love going to school..
& yet, all these sports are killing me alive !! ROARRRRRRR~

I hope i won't get pick out on monday.
PLEASE .
well, as usual, Business lesson make me feel so restless & BORED
Accounts was interesting as ever, learnt new stuffs again ;DD
But i really pity my accounts teacher, she's going to be on MC for a long time.
we'll miss you !! )':

went to meet yiting at macpherson secondary to get our cert..
but the damn office 4:30pm alrdy closed?! =.=
I thought it was supposed to be 6:30pm?
well, i guess we'll go back again some other times.
walked home after which.

sometimes, i wondered what's friendship?
it might be simple and platonic yet so complicated..
What is true friends?
Those who will never leave you?
What makes a good friend?
Those who never look down on you?
Whatever it is, i'm starting to feel so lonely once again..
As though friendships has disappeared in my life..
I don't know what kind of friend i'm to others.
But i'm sure, i haven't been a good one.

baby, i miss you terribly.
Especially this few days when i only get to chat with you at night..
I miss your msgs, hope you can get ur line back quickly ! ):
To see you only once a week is such a suffering for me.
Whenever i go home alone, i'll think of you.
Hoping that you are just beside me so that i can lie on you..
It must be very tiring for you in camp too bah..
Wish you all the best for your test on wed k?
I believe you sure can pass de, den i'll get to see you everyday for a week ler!! ;]
I love you <333
Faster complete ur driving liscense den go back to ur maju camp..
Then you can come read my post & tag lerhs.. hees..

Finally,i'm here to update my blog ler. Hahas.
Well,there are some pictures which i took with my new cliques from 1st day of school till ytd de.
The rest are all pictures from the kbox session;]

well, school is normal.
was on time yet had a bad tummyache.
rushed to toilet the moment i reached school & had diaroea. =.=
heng,never miss lesson. had OFFICE lesson den went auditorium for talk by director.
aft which was supposed to be accounting lesson but teacher let us have break.
combined with our normal break,we had 2hours break. ;D
had some fried chicken and fishball noodle .
as usual,i'm the last to finish my food =.='''
like wad xinsheng say : Not bad ah,you win in finishing ur food the slowest,since start school till now never lose ah . faint . Den everyone was like laughing lor .
had business lesson then, 1hr was ok.
the next hour i was asleep already cause like so boring lor.
somemre i don't understand a thing at all.
had accounting lesson aft tat, still learning the basics .
finished school,trained back home here met wanfeng .
I went back school wanting to get my cca papers, buden teacher left le.
sob sob, have to go back tmr again.
anyway,i've decided to join the student council & badminton as my CCA ;]
home! ;DD

baby baby, i miss you!
It's been so long since you entered my blog.
There's so much to be said.
ilu,inu,imu!! muacks .
I hope i can do well in my studies luhh ~
xinku ni in camp lerh, jiayou jiayou!!
Let's work hard together towards our goal (:

Diana & Me ;D

GirlFriends ;]

Me & Grace (;

Diana & me ;]

THE KBOX SESSION ;]

Hello.
i'm so random.
decided to blog at this hour now.
lols.
well,firstly,i wanna congrats baby for passing his driving test ! ;DDD
yet,he tricked me. He tell me that he failed =.=
Make me so sad,so worried about him lor . Kiam pa .

oh yah. Ite school life had started for me already.
It's been four days since i'm there,quite fun.
Not as bad as what i used to think.
I love my new CLIQUES .
However,i miss my own ones badly.
Because they are the ones who truely understands me in and out.
They are the ones who had always been there to support me,the ones who fought the war with me.
I'll always remember those memories and the times we had together ;]

Accounting lessons are quite interesting actually.
Perhaps because i've never learnt it before bah 0.o
I hope i can catch up every single lesson and do well for my studies (:
Now,i've got a target which i never had before in secondary school.
All i did was to idle away my time,which i can't get back ):

So much about school.
went midnight kbox together with my boss and colleagues ;DDD
Pictures will be uploaded later on !
The purpose of the Kbox session was to celebrate our farewell as well as our lady boss's birthday ;]
I just reached home like around 2am .
Kinder early compared to how late i really hanged out last time =X
I'm going off to bed already,it's raining .

Darling,it's raining and thundering..
I need you here by my side.
Cause i know you'll protect me and give me warmth.
I miss you so much so much that i don't know how to describe in words.
My love for you is just as everlasting like the sun which will rise every morning.
Finally,i get to see you again tomorrow ;DDDDDDDDDDD
I love you so much,muacks!
Don't leave me,will you?

baby's eye forever so small de -.-'''

me & meihua ;]

me!! ;DD

hellos!
here to update again.
well.. will upload some photos taken later on the next post..

trying to kan kai some things bah..
hais..
hopefully i caan mi bu some hurts which i've done to you.

went out with yiting n baoyu today;DD
sister's day (;
went bugis to walk walk.
bought some diamonds to do nail art ;]
den went to my shop there chat with boss n ben ben
bought chocolates for kor n ben ben also..
bought something for baby too..
as our 1st month present..
gonna hand-make some things for him..
hopefully he likes it okay? hahas. lol
i miss baby like siao can.
aft which took bus 63 home at 6plus..
hehh hehh!
they over at my house to do nail art with mie ;]
while i using yiting's lappy online plus update (:
i lovee everyone,,missing so many ppl..
well,i'll be working from sun to fri .
so ppl,do come n visit me when you all free bahs..
i so sian der ):

baby,xinku ni lerhs..
jiayou jiayou for ur exam tmr !! (:
hope you pass okay?
den can see you on sat lerhs..!!
i miss you okay..
dun alwaes say i like nth say to you derhs..

till now den i realise,i never even understood how he felt.
or rather,i never knew how he tinks.
i was selfish & all.
never ever cared abt his feelings .
i felt hurt when i left him.
i took time to forget him .
in my mind,he was the second one whom i took so long to really forget.
however,all this which i went through .
he's been through worse & much much more.. ):
to him,i was a devil .
someone,or rather not a someone, just a thing which dunno wad's love.
A thing which had hurt him badly while in the process he tried to touch it.
A thing he loved yet could not keep it .
this is only how i can descibe it.

now i realise,i'm the thing which he refered.
why?
cause i dunno wad's pain & wad's hurt .
everyone thought he was the one who hurt me.
yet,i was the one who had hurt him the most.
i'm the thing call crystal.


well,i haven been posting for a while.
since baby got transferred to the other camp.
he basically got no time for me like last time.
& luckily he only got to be there for like 2 months & it's gonna be hell for me.
cos i only can like see him for once a week?
chat like less than 10hrs a week?
or even less den 1hr a day? )':
i miss him terribly can.
it's gonna be our 1month this sat .
if he dosen't pass his test this fri,he gonna stay back till 5pm den booked out.
like dun nid to celebrate liao lor.. hais..
hopefully he pass bah..
dear, jiayou !
i'll be there for you..
though u cant view my post le..
i'm sorry for being so inpatient with you this 2days..
but i seriously feel so lonely..
as though no one is gonna be there for me..
& i'm afraid i can't hang out any longer..

is there anyone who really understands me?
who really noe wad i wan & how i feel? ):