HELLO everyone especially my loyal supporter .
haha . im back to blog cos my loyal supporter says she's been reading .

Firstly, syf is over. its a fact tat our standards have dropped and we got sliver. many pple cried when the results was released . i didnt cry but i felt sad too cos me & yt thought we could get gold .
i hope all those who are still very sad will cheer up soon & focuse on the exams which is coming .

this whole week for me is like no lessons .
mon and tue i was absent .
wed -school
thurs was syf .
fri - slacking all the way .

Social studies test is just this coming mon and yet i have not started studying yet ):
i tink im going to flunk my mid year exams .
DNT folio needs to be handed up nxt wed .
But i have not drawn my mindmap and problem situation all tat .
im dead shit for this .

Now, about my life .
im still sick coughing away.
every nite i cant sleep well cos i keep coughing .
me & dear 5th month is coming too ((((((((:
im so happy . haha .
though i noe all my friends hate me cos i have been with him
but i cant do anything also .
just hope everything will be over soon .
good luck for everyone !!

im here blogging at last.. just realise tat i haven blog for one whole week .
i didnt go to school today cos i was sick since saturday..
i got a fever dunno how many degrees aft eating the panadol.. i got a super bad cough too..
i wasn't enjoying myself too cos i slept the whole day but woke up every one hr .
i cough till my throat is going to break ler .
i feel so xinku .
aft eating the panadol i still didnt recover.. sunday morning i went to the doctor with my mum..
den he gave me 2 days mc cos he say eat the medicine ler will be very tired one..
actually i wanted to go to school de but this morning im feeling worse den ytd..
now i totally got no voice at all so im advised to stay at home, wed den go back school..
i miss my dear )':

i never update cos i was too tired and no one views my blog.

As usual, went to school in the morning den had assembly . got the percussion performance & was not bad lah . haha . i kinder enjoy it yet i fell asleep halfway =x
But i really do do do enjoy tat particular latin song one of the guy sang but too bad i dunno the name of the song . wad a pity ! i hope someone can tell me or send me tat song . haha . im tinking too much .
The announcement said "Please note that there will be angklung practice for this whole week everyday". Actually is expected de lor, they told us last week already . But i tink its abit crazy to practice everyday =/ anyway, the practice ended at 4plus . den i also never go for hapkido cos i was lazy and i wanted to pei dear instead of letting him wait all the way till 6plus .

So we went walking around den sat a bench and talk talk den he go home .
& i went to eat mac all by myself den saw shi kai so he pei me . He's just like a little brother to me . den we walked around geylang east and saw the small larry . den saw su xin they all . so decided to play 'catching' at the playground awhile . i noe its childish but i haven played tat for a very long time so i didnt bother . i just enjoyed myself . aft tat we play 'crocodile' den larry also join in . so we played a few games till we were tired den went NTUC for the air-con .
shi kai said he will walk me home so aft tat we went home .
first time today i come home den do my homework, haha den i bath .
i planned nicely den 9pm on com to slack and blog .
here im now blogging . so boring ):

sometimes i really am confuse . i dunno how should i feel , how should i react or rather what should i do ? i noe everything but i just cant be bothered . im tired .

i went for hapkido grading test this morning though i wasn't very sure of myself. somehow i didnt want to miss it so i went . im glad tat i passed xDDD

during the test, there was a part so call 'bonus stage' la . den all pple one by one attack you with anything they want den u have to use ur technics to defend urself . den i was so scare la cos i dunno how to defend when someone's gonna punch me . den i was like just anyhow . until a part i cant tahan when iryas attacked me i cried . lol . den master came forward and told me how to defend him while doing so i hurt myself from previous injury when i fell while attacking.. so pain till my tears came down again . anyway i passed .
the funniest part was when we were doing our kicks and punches den master stand behind the tester and demonstrate =x i didnt regret going for the grading test though it was a long journey.

hapkido is a big family. everyone should help out one and another . tats wad the tester told us .
those who missed the test, dun worry. have confidence & u will pass (: good luck !

I know i was never a good friend . since im unimportant, why bother who im with? have you really reflected?
i hate being accuse by people who dunno anything den just anyhow say others.

im back to blogging =D
went for the school's sport day in the morning with dear & susheng n his brother n friends .
we took 65 and reach there just almost before the assemble .

we were supposed to be audiences cheering for our friends den ms suhaila ask meihua to run the 1oom race but she ask me to replace her but after tat i didnt . actually i thought of running for the last year but i didnt have any practice and i thought i was bound to lose .
anyway, i ran at last for the inter-units race for angklung & was the second runner , i ran with all my might . but ended up we were standing at the wrong lane den when i reach the next runner i had to cut over to another lane den almost bang into the band runner . lol .
although we didnt win but i noe we all did our best (:

den we went tampines mall walk walk awhile eat mac den go home ler .
dear dear is going to a wedding dinner later so we are here at tnet now before he's going home .
so i decided to blog for a while too .
alright ! tat alll . good byeeeee!!

its holiday so im back here blogging.. i failed my maths again but at least not too sad cos i know i know the questions just tat i didnt read it carefully..so its my silly mistake.. if not i could have pass cos it wasnt too difficult..


good friday ytd i went to mit dear dear for lunch cos he couldnt go to far places . i met him at geylang east den we bump into wen bin , alwyn n i dunno the other 2 guys name.. they were cyling there den wen bin say : ' aiyo crystal, you going whr ? good friday "ni chu lai pai duo ah? ' (means you come out dating ah ?) so pai seh la . den me n dear just smiled n we left .
den dear come my hse n play with the 2 kids den watch tv . cos we didnt noe where to go so we slack the whole day .

i remembered i wasnt very happy for the past few days cos of some things..
i have to admit one thing . i love my dear more den my friends . the reason is he is alwaes the one who understands me the most..he noes wad im tinking of..
its so hard to do things sometimes, on one side i had to keep a promise, on the other not to neglect my friends.. i wish i could split into half . i felt reallie sad abt wad they said abt me . it might be true but who noes the reason behind it? hais . let it be .


im sorry for all my untidy blogging .

im here trying to complete my history homework . i tink i gona be dead shit . i simply cant find information about the russians life during the cold war . so irritated . i searched so long also dun have , i tink i gonna be dead meat . who else didnt do history homework? i tink all except me.

this few days have been so tiring cos i went for hapkido training den have angklung today . it seems so long . den i had a long chat with baby . i thought it was time to talk about our problems before another quarrel break out again . lolz . dear. im so happy cos u are willing to listen to me=D i love you lots (: haha , you knew i was sad and u cheered me up . thanks so much for all this .
anyway, im off to do my homework .
my blog is dead soon )))):

HAPPY FORTH MONTH DEAR !!!
HAPPY APRIL FOOL DAY EVERYONE =D

im so happy today xDDD . cos im with baby the whole day(;
its our forth month too =DD
i went for the leaders' meeting early in the morning at 9am at singapore post.. den mdm zainah treated the whole lot of us like nine pple + herself = 1o mac breakfast . then, we had the meeting & bla bla bla . through this meeting, i realise that there hav been so many pple tat we didnt notice and among them, some were actually reluctant to be in the angklung orchestra . so, aft tat we separated den me, meihua and sharon went to walk around singapore post . went to this fashion, saw many clothing, i tink this fashion's clothes are getting uglier n uglier :x
den i went off to meet dear dear at his house downstairs den i pei him go the foodcourt eat fish & chips, lols . den we went to the playground chat & eat fries (; haha , i enjoyed every moment with you baby . aft tat we go the fitness playground there & play also . lol . dear dear wan to do the use hands support body den thingy to wwalk with hand ( dunno how to explain properly, sorry) den i tickle him.. haha, den he fell . when we were abt to leave, heading towards the bridge den we saw baoyu . she was going to the library meet yanying ^jasper . actually she did ask me along too but i didnt wan to go cos i thought its me n dearie's forth month, he might be able to mit me so i rejected her . i noe im (zhong she qing you) . but honestly, who would not wan to meet their stead den go meet friend ? but i feel guilty too ): i dunno wad i can do to make any amends lah, but i hope i wun upset any more pple by rejecting their offers to go out again.. hais . reallie sorry . but baby still the onlie one who noes all my problems . sometimes, i do wish i never knew you . you look like you are cherishing but you are not . maybe im wrong, hopefully.
to continue with, dear came home with me den we watch crayon shichin(na pi xiao xin) with my niece and the china guy . haha . den mummy cooked for us dinner and baby went home aft tat . so sad to leave you, how i wish i never have to part with you lea );
anywae, i still get to see you tmr !! yeah . off to bath den chat with my precious (: