ii saw u! i really saw u. its not a dream..u smile to me.n tats wad make me carry on again.. thanks.wad did u meant to sae?
i really dun understand..
haiz...maybe i am just too silly..
we are just frenz...
but i am still glad to see u...
i love u.gerald

till n0w i still waiting for an explanation from you..i still dun believe tat you would do such a thing..haiz...please reply soon...





dae after dae, i have been thinking..habb you g0rrt a new stead ler? but i choose to believe u do not in the end.hw i miss those daes when we were so sweet n loving...but they are all gone...

i finally found out the truth!! now i know.we habb broken up. u were not being serious with me at all..you are just toying me!! i trust u in wadevr u said..but this is wad i gt in the end.ya.i am not enough for u.go n find tat gal of ur dreams.u betray my trust! U hurt me!!!!!!!!!!!!!



pls tell me this is my illusion.

Yesterday i was attached to suntec bk.do you know? i guess other than me,every1 is missing you especially your best friend too.i went to Rc to look for them.although i only saw james,but he alone the hairstyle had becum so short. Hahas..
he also ask about you then i said still cant find you..just waiting for you..he sae i was chi qing..but i dun tink i am..if i am,i should have the courage to call you again.but i dun.i just relied on waiting and waiting for you to call.i wonder how long i still got to wait..i wonder my preseverance would be fruitful in the future. But i still habb faith in you ..the same old reasons because i know u got ur reasons u habb got ur problems to settle first..

i habb becum more n more bored.i always repeat things i said be4.i always tell the same old jokes..did you disappear because of that?

it was another disappointment tat thursday when u didint cal me agin as u promise to.u were n0t even at home when i called.on fridae i called you too but u were also not at home
didnt you said tat ur problems had been settle n u r back?
why are you missing again?
you promise to call but u didnt and i was like a fool waiting ferr the money in the sky to drop.i felt foolish,i believe u would call,i believe we would meet this time.i control my mind n prevent it from running wild.but i was finally convinced when i thought over...u are missing again, wad i can to is nothing but to wait..

do you really love me? do you care ferr me? do you still treat me as your stead? this answers can never be found unless i am able to see you again..i am tired of chasingg afterr you while u keep on running without stoppingg ferr me...sometimes i wonder,is it worth waitingg? shouldd i just let go?perhaps u are doingg all this to break free from me...should i just stop calling u n finding u anymore? perhaps its really time to let go..cause i have gt no more breath to continue running..my stamina is due.i will stop soon.i can nv be ur pace.i can nv be ur shadow.i can nv catch up with u.

i can only be a part of ur memory, ur past,and tats enough.i have been in ur hug before,i have gotten ur kiss to me..all this are enough ferr me..i will let go..ur happiness is my dream.

dear hope this few months u have been fine.hope we are still frenz the next time we meet or rather couples which seem impossible.perhaps by then u already g0tten a new some1 of ur dreams.i love ya!